Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Confessions Of A Girl In Love












He's the one my heart cries for.


I know he's the reason my heart is in turmoil,


But I'm in love with him.


His smile,


His voice,


Everything about him.


I want him.


No, I need him.


He's who makes my heart rejoice.


He's my first love.I want him to be my last.


I don't care about no other.


He's the one who can mend my broken heart.


This break from him is killing me.


I know this isn't permanent..


But I'm not sure how long I can last.


I feel myself slipping away.


He's turning into just a memory..



I can't handle this torture.

I don't know what to do now..


I've cried all the tears I can cry.


I cannot go on.

I refuse to let a good thing get away.


Come back to me.


I know it's meant to be.


I feel it in my soul.


I can't tell you how much you mean to me.


I can only show you.


I can show you the bright side in this bad situation.


I can't let you go.


I just can't.


And I won't.


And not one person can make me.




These are confessions of a girl in love with the only guy who can make her truly feel wanted.






_'zuroy'_

i thought of you









I thought of you and how you love this beauty,And walking up the long beach all aloneI heard the waves breaking in measured thunderAs you and I once heard their monotone.
Around me were the echoing dunes, beyond meThe cold and sparkling silver of the sea,We two will pass through death and ages lengthenBefore you hear that sound again with me.

to a butterfly













I’ve watched you now a full half-hour,


Self-poised upon that yellow flower;


And, little Butterfly! indeed


I know not if you sleep or feed.


How motionless!—not frozen seas


More motionless! and then


What joy awaits you, when the breeze


Hath found you out among the trees,


And calls you forth again!

This plot of orchard-ground is ours;


My trees they are, my Sister’s flowers;


Here rest your wings when they are weary;


Here lodge as in a sanctuary!


Come often to us, fear no wrong;


Sit near us on the bough!We’ll talk of sunshine and of song,


And summer days, when we were young;


Sweet childish days,


that were as long


As twenty days are now.






a moment to remember..







A magic moment I remember:

I raised my eyes and you were there.

A fleeting vision, the quintessence

Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish

To vain pursuits the world esteems,

Long did I near your soothing accents,

Long did your features haunt my dreams.

Time passed- A rebel storm-blast scattered

The reveries that once were mine

And I forgot your soothing accents,

Your features gracefully divine.

In dark days of enforced retirement

I gazed upon grey skies above

With no ideals to inspire me,

No one to cry for, live for, love.

Then came a moment of renaissance,

I looked up- you again are there,

A fleeting vision, the quintessence

Of all that`s beautiful and rare.

Sunday, April 5, 2009






PHENOMENAL WOMAN


Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.









Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal wo

man,
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care.
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

still i rise


















STILL I RISE

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history's shame - I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain - I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Leaving behind nights of terror and fear - I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear - I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.